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disappointed

Monday, October 02, 2006 @ 5:38 PM

after school, yuenkee and i went to yeerui's house and help her with her blog. i always thought i'm bad at blogs. but after seeing yeerui's, okay, i'm not the worst. lol. her mum's at home. her mum's like so young lah. pretty also. lol. kay lah. yeerui u prettier yea? lol. den after everything was done, we went downstairs to have lunch. okay, it's like so funny lah. i dowanna say about it. read yeerui's blog if u want. =D http://sweet-talks-honey.blogspot.com

KHALILAH!!! <-------------- see ur name? lol. kay lah, tell u more about her. she's a sweet little girl. she's pretty, but a little short! *opps* hmm, she always say i sucks. nvm, cos she sucks too. =) but den, these few days, she say i'm her dear! lol. yea, cos she my little dear too!! love her a lot yea? she loves me too!! how i noe? oh, cos i just know. =D *wink*

today we got back our math paper 2. bloddy hell! i only got 59/100. due to A LOT of careless mistake. den ms chong [the teacher who marked our papers] came in and talk to me.
ms.chong - do u noe how careless are u?
me - *gave her a 'oh no' look*
ms.chong - so many careless mistake. same for ur paper 1.
me - i noe. *sad look*
ms.chong - u could get SO much higher. so wasted.
me - *crying soon look*
ms.chong - don't u feel sad?
me - of cos i do!
ms.chong - must do something to it understand?
me - okay, i will. i feel like fainting.
ms.chong - oh, please faint!
me - *my tears ALMOST roll down my cheek*
den she walk out of the room. so sad ~ =(

trina told me that nicholas and cecilia got married. yea very true. but, nicholas's mum was sad. cos she wasn't informed of the wedding until all sorts of people came and congrats her. that's sad. sigh. trina! don't anyhow think lah! only she'll noe wad i mean.

i'm disappointed in everything i did. why am i so stupid? hurting myself again and again? why can't i just be clever and just do what i'm supposed to? it's my fault. i shouldn't have continue on. i should have stopped the minute i realise something is wrong. it's my fault. i can't blame it on anyone. it isn't any fun at all. no one ever realise i'm sad. their first impression of me is probably - "she's always smiling. she's happy." i'm not at all happy. u may see me happy on the outside, but i'm actually bleeding inside. no one knows. no one cares. i'll just continue my life on my own, in one corner, hoping someone out there will notice me. but i doubt it'll happen.

`wanling*