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My name is Wan Ling.
I'm leading a simple life with lovely friends and family around me.
I am the only child in the family.
Some of you may think I'm pampered, but I'm actually just well taken care of.
I have a dog name Killy, which is a mixed breed - West Highland Terrier + Maltese.
My close friends who will always listen to all my ranting. (You know who you are) =)
My Lovely Cousins are always there for me. ♥
My parents are loving. ♥
Lastly, I have a wonderful Boyfriend♥ who will always be there for me. =)
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maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because it's the only person who will ever receive all of you. after that, you learn better. but, most of all, no matter what, a piece of you forever remains left behind in the heart of the one you loved - a piece no future lover could ever get, no matter what. that piece holds innocence, the belief that love really can last forever. it holds friendship and pain, trial and error, that one kiss you'll never forget, and that night under the stars you can never get back. it holds youth and everything you thought love would be. everything that was proven wrong. ♥
Prom Guang Zhou Camp South Africa Family Chalet CNY 08 Ting, Ying, Ning Birthday Party 08 Sentosa with Cheryl & Joyce Skype Outing East Coast with Diyanah & Sharif Airpot China 09 Cycling with PSB classmates (14.07.09) My birthday surprise 09 Ah ma's birthday surprise 09 Dinner at Joo Heng
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wrong wrong wrong! i'm wrong.
Friday, July 28, 2006 @ 5:43 PM
i cannot take it as nothing happened but i won't say anything anymore.
i admit that i was a little harsh today, but i won't do that if u didn't started it. well, i'm in the wrong too. i don't wanna quarrel with you. but i just couldn't help it. oh forget it. anyway it dosen't matter anymore. since everyone think it's my fault, fine. i just couldn't be bothered anymore. i give up!
yesterday, our chinese teacher spent bout 50 bucks to buy us a cake, titbits, and drinks. wow! how nice of him huh. hahaas. thanks wor!! the cake is nice.
tomorrow we're going to the beach to cycle. den have dinner. i'll be good and keep my mouth SHUT. don't worry, nothing's gonna happen. i promise. i'll give in to everything. i will.
hmm, mummy's gonna buy me a cake to xiyao on sunday. den i'll celebrate my birthday there. hmm, dunno wad will happen leh. kids will be all around me bah. hahaas.
i think mum n dad's gonna get me a mp3 for my birthday. actually, i don't quite like this present but, nvm lah. it's the heart that counts. i know they love me. i love u too!!
`wanling*
tired of everything
Thursday, July 27, 2006 @ 11:08 PM
i'm tired of everything!
last saturday, went to malacca with my family. sunday den come back. the trip was fun (not bad i should say). woke up damn early in the morning (by a phone call from ronald, saying that linda's finding me). den went to xiyao to meet the others. everyone look sleepy to me (i guess they are). i thought it's gonna be boring, but lucky me, i've got 2 friends in the same bus as me. lots of kids and folks. playing, singing, talking, sleeping, blar blar blar. lots of things we did in the bus in order for us not to feel so bored. the kids on board were all so ke ai (except for some). there's this twins, [1 boy, 1 girl], they were so cute. i asked the elder sister how old is she, she said 5. den i asked how old is her bro, the took a very long time before answering me that he is 5 too. hahaas. den the younger brother told me that they are twins hahaas. how nice if next time i also got a twins. [dreaming~]
today is thursday and there's only one day left to weekend. for some reason, i'm stress. don't ask why, cause i also dunno why. haiz. lots of things happened this week. i've got nothing more to say and i shall not elaborate futher.sick and tired.
4 more days to my birthday!! presents are welcome! hahaas. it's the heart that counts. i'll be very happy already if everybody say happy birthday to me on that day. =D
sleep well everyone. good night!!
`wanling*
padi
Friday, July 21, 2006 @ 8:58 PM
today is racial harmony day. all of us wore ethnic costume to school. and all = EVERYBODY. (as far as i noe) no one in sec 5 didn't wear loh. wow. it's nice. hmm, i wore the purple 'apron' and brought a shawl along, with jeans. lucky i look 'indian' enough that no one catches me. hahaas. well, mdm ho was like nagging me for the whole day, but, who cares. opps!we took LOTS of photos loh. hahaas. last year wearing le mah. must take so that next time won't regret.
there's games going on in the hall this morning. we went to take a look. gracia and i played the bamboo thingy. the one where 2 people's holding the end of the bamboo opening and closing it. den u'll have to put ur foot in and out. hahaas. it's fun! but we didn't get another chance.
after school, went for art infocus. sian. but for a while only. den i pester shirley to pei me go do pedicure. but she dowan. so i go do myself loh. while doing, gracia the whole group pass-by den saw me. i was quite paiseh loh. but nvm lah. who cares. it's normal for girls to do pedicure what right? after my session, went to look for them loh. den walk walk a while, buy some stuff den go home le.
tomorrow i'll be going to malaysia (malacca i think). must wake up damn early! have to reach there by 0615. sian sia. until now haven't pack my stuff, haven't call my tuition teacher tell her i'm not going, haven't think of what to wear, haven't think of what to bring, blar blar blar. i think i'll be returning on sunday loh. haiz, don't even noe go there for what.
i just found out that shopping, buying things, spending money is a very good way for relieving stress. hahaas. but consequences = u'll go broke after that. still, it's worth it (espically for girls).
`wanling*
touch me not!! i'm DAMN pissed!!
Thursday, July 20, 2006 @ 8:35 PM
TOUCH ME NOT! I'M PISSED!!!
i'm really pissed bout what happened today. what has the world become. i'm the one suppos-ED to get angry, but it turns out to be u! why why why!! now it's as if my fault. nvm since u like it so much, den i shall let u have it!
i'm really having a bad day. sorry if i vent my anger on u guys. but i really can't stand her attitude anymore.
my last post was last week. last sunday was xiyao's 'games day' hmm, it was fun. but i hurt my feet! ouch! it really hurts loh. wore slippers to school for 2 days. *sob*. we were supposed to have treasure hunt. and i am supposed to organise it. but last min lihui n yunting have to go bck malaysia so i had nobody to help me. there isn't enough time as well, so we cancelled. i'm both happy and sad. happy because i don't need to stress over this thing le. but sad because i've already prepared half of the thing. well, nvm bah. there's always a next time. =D
k lah. it's sleeping time. night everyone!
`wanling*
pissed? stress? no! i'm mad~
Saturday, July 15, 2006 @ 11:51 PM
last night, went to tpss concert with joyce, belle, cheryl, trina, shirley, denver, jiahong, daniel, gerard, zhixin, zhixin-boyfriend, aileen, and aileen-friend. the concert was alright. ms kaur was good. hahaas. mr ow yong was cool i should say. haa.
after art, went home and change. when i was bout to go out, cheryl called. den i called back. one guy answered. he said "who are you? looking for?" den i said, "looking for cheryl." he was like, "WRONG NUMBER!!" i thought i dialed the wrong number. so i called again. the same voice answered. "I THOUGHT I TOLD U? U CALLED THE WRONG NUMBER! PUT DOWN THE FREAKING PHONE." i was damn pissed off! den that person called me. he said "u called this number just now. and i think i got the right number." OMG!!! den cheryl answered. she said it was daniel!! stupid daniel! i'll make sure i'll not be talking to you for a week!!
went to meet belle and joyce. took a cab to tm, cos i thought i was late. the cab fare was 10 bucks and i only had a piece of 50 dollar note with me. the driver said he don't have any change with him. so he asked me to go down and change with the magazine stall uncle. but the uncle say cannot, cos he don't have enough. den the driver asked me to help him buy a pack of cig. den i was like, hello, i'm underage. den he gave me a 'can-you-hurry-up?' look. den i was like, it's not as if i don't have money with me. it's just that u don't have any change with you. arh!! damn pissed off. den i called cheryl, but she din answer. i called trina, she din answer. lucky i called shirley, and she answered. i asked her to bring 10 bucks down to save me. phew, if it's not for them, i will not noe wad to do. arh!! i hate the driver!!!
den i went upstairs with them. cos belle, joyce, aileen and friend haven't come. den after tat we went to take 31 to simei ite.
after the show, we were supposed to go for supper [chinhui was with us too]. but, something happened. and i'm not gonna say any further.
it was fun after all. but, well, i guess, this is life. bye for now *
`wanling*
yea!
Monday, July 10, 2006 @ 10:14 AM
updated some songs in my blog! hahaas. at last, there's songs in my blog. god! i'm a genius!!
`wanLing*
empty
Saturday, July 08, 2006 @ 12:23 AM
u can say that i'm sensitive or waddever. i'm just very upset bout what happened recently. there's this empty feeling that i have never had it before. i think it is time i learn to stand up on my own and not to be dependent on anyone else.
i can't push the blame to anyone. all i could do is to blame myself for being so selfish. i agree that i'm selfish. but, i don't want to be like this too. my selfish-ness is in me. it is something i always wanted to change, but, i can't. i really can't.
i really missed the way how life was before everything happened. but, i know i can't go back. it's too late, i suppose. i'm sorry for waddever i've done. i'm sorry for everything.
`wanLing*
rotting
Wednesday, July 05, 2006 @ 2:44 PM
i'm sick, and i've been rotting at home for two days! kinda miss school.
italy won and GERMANY LOST!!! omg, how could this happen?!! oh god! i'm crying soon. how on earth did this thing happened? haiz. lost hope in world cup.
help shihui did a blog last night. still not done yet. working on her tag board now.
8 july is coming. and it's this saturday. haiz. how? haven't decided to go yet. still waiting for joyce's answer. not even sure if i'm able to go out. all i can say is, it's complicated!
i can't find the picture of the baby girl. oh no! mrs chan will kill me for sure. well, i hope it's in school. i remember i put it in my purple file. but i can't find it at home. how?!?! one word - DIE.
will be going to KL [i think] in the mid of july. well, saw the list of places where we'll be going. kinda boring. but, haiz. nvm lah. just take it as a break for all of us.
ps: can anybody bring germany back?
`wanLing*
sick!
Tuesday, July 04, 2006 @ 4:53 PM
oh dear!! i'm sick. very sick! AND, the worst thing is, i'm BLEEDING! arh! okay i noe it's wrong to say this here. oh waddever! it came at the wrong time. living in agony. haiz. i can't sit, i can't stand, i can't lie, blar blar blar. [SAD]
change my blogskin on sunday. haiz. it's been quite a long time since i blogged. sorry. i was lazy mah. hahaas.
sunday, after my class, my mum forced me to go to the office with her. i was like, damn tired. and her reason for forcing me to go is - "there's bed in the office, u can sleep there if u want. and there's lots of computer for u to use. most importantly, i don't wanna sent u home. it's too far." therefore, i was forced to go to the office!
well, never mind. at least i did something there. well, quite a lot of things. i changed my blogskin, i helped gracia change her blogskin too [but failed], and i helped yilin did a whole new blog! i'm very proud of myself. i did it all by myself [including the tag board]. hahaas. oh ya, don't be jealous shihui. next time got time i help u make one too alright? hee. [i'm the best mah]
let's talk about world cup. england lost!! god, it's sad isn't it. brazil lost too! arh! well, for some reason i was sad bout it. and, i'm a supporter of brazil okay. oh waddever. now i just hope that germany will go all the way and win the world cup.
daniel just told me that there's mock exam tomorrow. [sian] it's ss loh. boring.
`wanLing*
♥ maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because it's the only person who will ever receive all of you ♥