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My name is Wan Ling.
I'm leading a simple life with lovely friends and family around me.
I am the only child in the family. Some of you may think I'm pampered, but I'm actually just well taken care of.
I have a dog name Killy, which is a mixed breed - West Highland Terrier + Maltese.
My close friends who will always listen to all my ranting. (You know who you are) =)
My Lovely Cousins are always there for me. ♥
My parents are loving. ♥
Lastly, I have a wonderful Boyfriend♥ who will always be there for me. =)
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maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because it's the only person who will ever receive all of you. after that, you learn better. but, most of all, no matter what, a piece of you forever remains left behind in the heart of the one you loved - a piece no future lover could ever get, no matter what. that piece holds innocence, the belief that love really can last forever. it holds friendship and pain, trial and error, that one kiss you'll never forget, and that night under the stars you can never get back. it holds youth and everything you thought love would be. everything that was proven wrong. ♥
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Thursday, September 28, 2006 @ 5:45 PM
prelims are over, but we still needa go to school for another 2 weeks. sigh. how i wish can stay at home. it's been a tiring year for all of us. time fies real fast. as though it's just yesterday when i just came back from china and we were saying - there's still 11 months to 'o' levels. just let us have a break. in a blink of eye, we're left with less den a month to 'o' levels. arh! time, can u slow down? i need more time to study.today hosh gave us back our math paper 1. bloody hell!! i got only 55/80. wanling arh wanling, WAD THE HELL ARE U DOING?! i can get better than this, without all those english paper 2. i've got 30/50. hmm, kinda acceptable lah. cos only we got back our bio practical paper as well. only 12 passes in the class. 2 guys, the rest of it are girls. okay, i'm not one of them. i failed! i think it's because of my drawing. could have gotten higher. and stupid, why didn't i think of proteins? chinese paper 1 + 2. we got back both. it was ... real bad. although i passed, but it's bad. i should get higher. wad's happening. i only got 39.5/70 for paper 1 [did i remember correctly?] and 45/70 for paper 2. irritating me! why can't i just get higher marks? arh! after school, yuenkee and i went for lunch at cs food court. den after that, we wanted to go challenger to see keyboard and mouse. on the way, we pass by a shop. and saw some real nice dress [ arh! i think it's real this time. i don't know if i should go for it lah. i'm scared. there's lots of WAD IF to think about. or maybe it's just too early to say anything. sigh. help me anyone? well, i think i'm the only person who can answer my own question. sigh. anyway, thanks to joyce for being so supportive. =D muackz! just now, jiahui say that we're not going to balcony bar anymore. hmm, okay. cos da gu says she wanna try lot's of food at one go. -.-" fine. den i think we're going to bedok. but she say she wanna meet me early for shopping. -.- i think i rather teach huiyi math loh. but i don't have a choice lah. i've already promised her. maybe i'll just go later. waddever. den i think after the dinner, we're gonna stay over at xiao gu's house, to be prepared for the next day's party ?? think so. sigh. it's gonna be a `wanling* |
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006 @ 5:18 PM
this is why men's life is simpler than women's.HER DIARY I asked him what was wrong - he said, "Nothing." I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving. I can't explain his behaviour; I don't know why he didn't say, "I love you, too." When we got home I felt as if I had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to Do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV. he seemed distant and absent. Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed. I decided that I could not take it anymore, so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep. I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is a disaster. HIS DIARY Today Man U lost to Arsenal. Shit! |
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@ 5:01 PM
i was brousing through my friend's blogs when i came across khalilah's http://lilorange.multiply.com [the song - jatuh, is nice!]. the one she post about guys is today we had our art exam. it's 3 hours in the super i did my 4 'o' level prep board during the exam loh. pasting everything down with blue-tag that shirley brought. when i was happily doing it, mrs chan walk pass me. -.-" she gave me a face. die loh. haiz. later she fail my prelims art. sigh. i think my gastric is huiyi wants me to take her entry proof from ms kaur for her. cos she doesn't wanna go to school le. sigh. she says she's gonna stay at home and study. well, make SURE she does that loh. shirley will sure kill me loh. for helping her. oh ya! for 5n2 pupils, hosh wants us to bring a cloth tomorrow. for doing cip. i think she's gonna make us clean the canteen tables lah. okay, i noe it's ... irritating, but at least we're better off den 5n3. they're made to wash the dishes for the canteen vendors. so, remember to bring arh! okay, my job's done~ `wanling* |
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006 @ 7:05 PM
today is a stupid day. why can't they just put science paper 1 with another subject on another day? irritating. go school for like one at 9am, after the paper, went for breakfast at inter-mac with yuenkee, tricia, shirley, cheryl and we meet huiyi there. we were talking while eating except shirley. she's teaching huiyi chemistry. well, it's fun. imagine yourself sitting together with girlfriends, eating, talking and gossiping. how nice. =D den we stayed there talking until about 11+ den shirley went off. huiyi went off at about 12+ and left the 4 of us [yuenkee, tricia, cheryl and me]. we comtinue talking till 1+ den we went to tm to get some stuff for cheryl. talking and eating all the way again. lol. we were talking about names. we went to times to look for the books of NAMES. yuenkee and i decided to get a english name for ourself. lol. reach home at about 3. so late. kinda tired. but just can't go to sleep [dunno why]. didn't have the mood to do art so i decided to use the com. den, i that's all for today. oh ya, 'n' levels start on mon. jiayou wor!! `wanling* ps: i'm back to my old self ~ =D |
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Monday, September 25, 2006 @ 9:24 PM
my mood swing is `wanling* |
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@ 6:59 PM
okay, i change my blogskin AGAIN. kinda sick of the old one. after blogging, i'm gonna find some nice ones for gracia and cheryl. =Dwe had our to cheryl - [reply from her blog http://dreams-fallenapart.blogspot.com] i am after the paper, we went for maybe daniel is right. i'm just being paranoid about my math paper 2. arh. it's just prelims right? omg! i'm lost in my own world. can anyone just bring me back to reality? gosh i think i really need help~ ...... DOC! WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU??? this morning, i woke up at 6.30 and i was shocked to receive the call from u loh. lol. wake up so early just to wake me up? thanks a lot. *appreciated* =D hmm, jia hui say on fri night, they're gonna bring da gu out for dinner at the balcony bar. ask me if i wanna join. well, dunno if i wanna go not leh. maybe i should lah arh? for the sake of being a to all PEOPLE who know me - if i ever do, talk, say anything weird, don't ignore me yea? bring me back to real life. thanks a lot!! `wanling* |
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Saturday, September 23, 2006 @ 4:38 PM
first time in my whole life, i love tuition some much. lol. this morning when i woke up at around 10, da gu called. and she expect me to noe who is she lah. okay nvm lucky i recognise her voice. den she ask if i wanna go have lunch with them. -.- den i told her i've got tuition. lol. so lucky. so tuition on sat wasn't that bad as well. =Dto gracia - at last u updated. okay, i promise u lah. if i see nice nice blogskin out there, i help u change yea? [i'm the best mah.] was talking on the phone just now. kinda sleepy. in the sleeping mode. sorry. anyway, don't think too much yea? as u said, look on the bright side of life. everything will be fine. just go do something u enjoy. and u'll feel better. smile =D joyce!! at last u finish ur imf thingy. how was it? fun being a bus host? lol. opps. anyway, u're always in the world of ur own lah. so it doesn't make any difference. lol. well, must study hard for ur exams yea? all the best. and thanks for supporting me all the way. love u lots. muacks! takkaire yea? i'll always be here. *wink* `wanling* |
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Friday, September 22, 2006 @ 10:43 PM
this post is dedicated to GRACIA CHEM PEI SZE! please update ur blog. it's decomposing soon~`wanling* |
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@ 6:05 PM
i changed my blog song! nice arh? lol. jing tian ni yao jia gei wo - taozhe & jolin.i was late today had my geography paper. on no, ms kaur is after the paper, yeerui, yuenkee, shirley and i went to tm food court for .. breakfast? lunch? waddever. we ate. shirley went off first. den after eating, went walking around. it's like so early lah. i feel so stupid loh. waking up so early and go to school just for 1&1/2 hours. for the stupid geography paper. why can't they put a-math first den geography? den we don't have to wake up so early. haiz. den after a while, we went home le. when i reach home, i fell asleep on the chair. omg, i'm so beat tired. den i woke up suddenly and realise that i haven't bathe. den talk on the phone a while, den come blogging. okay, i'm gonna bathe after blogging. that's all for today. bathing time~ `wanling* 
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Thursday, September 21, 2006 @ 5:30 PM
english and bio paper. sian. sandhu say i fail my paper 1. -.- die loh. just hope i'll pass my paper 2. well, it's not that difficult lah. but i actually dunno how to explain breakneck. waddever. biology, well, i studied the eye for wad? it's useless loh. duh. it came out the heredity question. i got 2:2 = 1:1 2 black 2 white loh. i got the same as fatin, den syamimi got 3:1 3 black 1 white. =S waddever. hope i after the paper, cheryl, denver, jiahong, zhentao, shawn and me, went for lunch at subway. nice. but the portion very big loh. and i dunno how to order. lol. my first time eating mah. hmm, not exactly lah. i tried it in US before. but that time got meiyun they all help me order mah. so .. lol. denver help me order. thanks a lot! when we went in subway, we saw christabel and genevieve. den cheryl and i sit with them loh. den the guys sit beside us. after eating, christabel and genevieve went to cs [i think] for a walk. cheryl went home. shawn also went home. den left denver, jiahong, zhentao and me. we went to take 15. i went home and the three of them went for their tuition. on the bus - we started talking about sexual reproduction. [cos of cheryl's bio file -.-] . okay, den before i alight, i received this msg. it says - hi, are u wl? [smth like that]. okay den i was looking at jiahong [cos he didn't really talk during the whole trip] and i caught him smiling. okay, i guessed it was him lah, but i cannot confirm. so i called the number. den denver took it away, den pass it to zhentao. -.-' okay den i didn't get to listen. fine, i got down the bus and i replied the msg. the person say he/she i my neighbour, living 6 houses away from me. -.-" den i asked how he/she got my number, he/she replied - oh i asked around the neightbourhood. -.-''' amazing loh. when i don't even know a single soul there. ... okay nvm, den he say his name is - denong quek. -.-'''' den i can confirm that it's them le. stupid loh. nonsense. lol. den after that i rest a while, talk on phone, den come blogging le. sian. tomorrow is geog paper. haiz. i'm worried about my map reading. sigh. well, i'm gonna studying after blogging. i really hope time will pass as ps: can anyone help me study and take 'o' levels? sigh. `wanling* |
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Wednesday, September 20, 2006 @ 6:03 PM
 yesterday was bio/chem practical exam. the questions not that difficult. the bio one was like .. i also dunno wad i doing. but the chem part was fun. i'm like re-doing and re-doing. lol. it's like, everybody didn't get carbon dioxide except hung keong. -.-" waddever. i'm so brave loh. usually i'll ask someone else to help me light the burner. but this time, i light mine myself, and i help gracia light hers too. lol. [mad] after the exam, we went for lunch. okay i'm today there's no exam = no school. woke up at around 11. *yawn* den woke up and do my stuff. tomorrow is english and bio paper. sian. have to study. i'm gonna live a life how i always wanted to. pamper myself at times, no worries, no troubles. learn to love myself more than anything else. wish my luck ~ =D `wanling* |
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Monday, September 18, 2006 @ 6:43 PM
hmm, haven't been blogging for the past few day. kinda lazy and i didn't have the time as well.on saturday, woke up for tution as usual. so tried. den after that i went home loh. mummy and daddy went to xiyao for their rehersal. alone at home. sian. popo went to xiao gu's house. haiz. so lonely. sunday, woke up at about 12, went downstairs for lunch. den after a while, we went to jurong for xiyao's dinner. actually i'm today, i'm having my chinese and chemistry paper. chemistry - FAIL. [gave up hope] chinese - okay lah. today's paper not that bad. kinda easy, except for some thinking questions.den after paper, went to tampines mall for lunch. after lunch, went for a hmm, if got time we'll be visiting da gu at xiao gu's place. (rolled eyes) waddever. got time den say. hmm, that's all for today.
`wanling* |
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Friday, September 15, 2006 @ 4:56 PM
hmm, the second day of prelims. although it's like 4 days after eng n chi paper 1. but it's the second day. had my math paper 1 and social studies paper today. math - the paper was easy i should say. but because of my social studies - okay, i'm prone to fail it. for SBQ, 4 question, i only write 1 & 1/4 page. oh my god! SBQ worst. i choose the question about Dplomacy and Deterrence (Q2). for 2a, i write only 3 sentence. and 2b, better lah. but 1 page only loh. die le lah. i don't want to see ms kaur loh. she'll kill me for sure. today is a rainy day. it rained from morning till now (looking out of the window). okay, it just stopped. anyway, i was damn cold while doing social studies paper (brr..). after the paper, shirley, yeerui and i was like waiting for the rain to stop. but it's not. den we decided to eat in the canteen. den wait, talk, stone. still, it's still raining. at last the rain is smaller le. den yeerui went off first. shirley and i still in school. den here comes cheryl and denver. den we wait again (for the rain of cos). i'm like so tired lah. i sit until i wanna sleep le loh. okay, finally we went OUT of school. at the traffic light, we saw soofang, liyun and huangjiao. oh no~ soofang pull me to have lunch with them. ARH! i'm so tired. bo bian, i cross the road le. fine den, go have lunch. after that, me and soofang walk to the bus stop (we're taking the same bus). den when we came out of CS, i saw er gu. -.- okay nvm. den she told me something and i freaked out! she say - 'da gu is coming back this sunday.' OH MY GOODNESS! wad the hell~ fine. (roll eyes) den we went to the bus stop and we met jiahong and zhengtao. they're going parkway for tuition. den we got up the bus, denver boarded the bus 2 stops after. i think he sent cheryl home. [cheryl's sick. poor girl. takkaire yea? and get well soon. muackz. =D] home sweet home here i come! so tired~ oh my! da gu's coming back. the good thing is that i think she's going to stay in xiao gu's house. =D very happy about that. good, stay there. `wanling* |
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006 @ 7:16 PM
i was late for school after school today, trina, cheryl and i went for lunch. cheryl ate yong tou fu and trina's back to her japanese food. i tried a new kinda food today. it's called - korean cold noodles. not bad. it's cold, sweet, and a little salty. very difficult to describe lah. the noodles is so ... chewy? like rubber. lol. but it's nice lah. after eating, we went to the clinic that cheryl wanted to go. but they say they're shifting. so she didn't get to see the doc. we went to challenger to see thumbdrive(s). after arguing about which one cheryl should buy, we accompany cheryl to ntuc to buy her bread and ham. den i did some shopping! bought a few packets of make-up remover towels, and a pack of compressed mask. at last, i found it. after that, we went home. i was too tired to walk home, so i decided to take a cab instead. guess wad? i met uncle tor yuan's father (which is my grandma's younger bro. complicated). so embarrassing!! arh! how on earth is this happening to me. waddever, it i'm so gonna study after `wanling* |
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Monday, September 11, 2006 @ 9:53 PM
today is monday, 11.09.06, the start of 'o' levels prelims. so sian. had my english and chinese paper 1 today. topics were boring!! for english, i wrote the question - 'teenagers are getting too involve in singing competitions in media. to what extend do u agree?' -.- like social studies loh. i almost fell asleep, but luckily i didn't. or not i won't be able to finish writing. for chinese leh i wrote formal writting and the topic about 'manners'. almost didn't have enough time to complete it.after the paper, i went home. genevieve asked me if i wanted to join them for lunch and study afterwards. but i said no. i was too tired. sorry. 'o' levels is getting nearer and nearer each day. i'm not done with my revisions yet. sigh. don't even noe if i can pass not. getting at least a c6 for science and humanities seems to be mission impossible. and i've not even completed 2 boards for art. arh! mrs chan's gonna kill me for sure. i don't even noe if i'll get an A for maths not. it's like so difficult. last year's paper is not that difficult and yet joyce only got a B3. oh no. i think i'm gonna flunk my 'o' levels. =( i'll just sit back, relax, and wait for my turn to come. been thinking about the past. life is like a roler coaster ride. it has it's ups and down. when it's up, u're enjoying. but when it's down, u'll have to learn from it. avoid from being hurt by the same drop. how i wish that troubles will always melts like lemon drops. what ur eyes see isn't always the truth. so `wanling* |
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Sunday, September 10, 2006 @ 3:35 PM
okay, joyce want me to do this.7 RANDOM facts about me: I LOVE to SLEEP! I LOVE to EAT! loves my darlings, my dears. love my computer. television is my life. my phone is my life too! i'm mad. [and it's very true] and, i'm in love with the song - ai qing fu xin. =D 7 things that scare me: INSECTS!! BUGS!! WORMS!! BLOOD BLOOD. BLOOD! BLOOD!! 7 favourite songs: hmm, i'm not very sure. as long as it's plesent to my ears. =) 7 things i like most: my computer. my loved ones. my friends. my handphone. my tv. my mickey stuff. my bed!! 7 ppl to do this? Gracia. Yilin. Shihui. Delwyn. Szeyuen. Teosian. Weiqi. |
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@ 3:02 PM
YEA! i've got my new computer. and the screen in damn big. 19" so bu xi guan. it's so empty inside. no songs. i've to re-download everything. so, feel free to send me songs yea? any songs will do. =D and, all my pictures, i've to slowly transfer. haiz, nv lah.hmm, just change my blogskin. nice? lolz. remember to tag. friday, went out with my 2 darlings - joyce and annabelle. so nan de they'll ask me out. lolz. joyce wanted to buy new shoes, so we went orchard. we went for lunch at mos burger. but i didn't eat. den we saw mrs anne chan. lol. she was smiling and asking us to go away? lolz. but instead of going away, we went inside. den before she left, she come to me and say - 'better guai guai do ur art on tuesday hor. i'm not coming to school.' -.- i outside loh, den she talk to me bout school work. lol. den after lunch, we went far east [i think so.] slowly shop loh. i'm like so tired. den AT LAST, joyce found her shoe. den we went to tangs. my turn to buy shoe. lol. den after that went to play pool. actually we wanted to go kbox de. but very expensive. sigh. played pool for 2 hours, but only 4 game. -.- waste money right? lolz. but we dunno how to play mah. after that, it's already 8. so we went to buy some finger food den go home le. so tired. went home, bathe le jiu sleep le. let's talk about yesterday. in the morning, woke to for tuition. and i was late today, went xiyao. den sze yuen's mum fetch me home. den i start blogging le loh. so sian. haiz. have to sleep erly tonight. tomorrow i'm having my prelims - eng paper 1 and chinese paper 1. i'm still confused. don't confuse me please. it's very misleading. maybe everything's just an illusion. who noes? anything could happen tomorrow, or even the next minute. `wanling* |
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006 @ 6:44 PM
it's tuesday, the second day of my holidays. i'm like having exam straight after my holidays. no time to waste. have to study. been studying ss today. haiz. so sian loh. who the hell introduce ss to education. haiz. he ask me to meet him today de. but i say no. give him some stupid reason say cos i wanna study. haiz. it's not that i dowan. but i just want him to sort out his feelings. can see that he still cnt forget his ex loh. well, i really hope that they can be together. they love each other so much. haiz. dunno lah. sunday, we went to xiyao. mou rui finish studying chu jie. so fast loh. nobody noe he go for chu jie. den we went there to support him. i think he has the most flowers loh. 5 i think. lolz. not cheap okay. it's like 10 bucks for one. hmm, tomorrow i think going to watch monster house with sherting they all loh. haiz. talk bout sherting arh, i also dunno wad to say to her loh. dunno to feel sad or get angry with her. haiz. don't care lah. she's like so poor thing now. everyday go office. den no computer, no phone. lol. who ask her arh. huo gai. friday i'm going out with joyce n belle. lolz. so amazing huh? lol. they ask me out de loh. hahaas. can't wait. stay at home so boring. lol. `wanLing* |
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Sunday, September 03, 2006 @ 3:20 PM
yesterday is saturday. woke up in the morning to go for tuition. he said he wanna meet b4 i go for tuition. but lucky never loh. i also dunno how to say lah. it's really weird lah. haiz. den after tuition, i went home to wait for ah yi and mummy. den they brought me to the it show or smth. at singapore expo. the place damn big loh. it's like 3 halls can. den we went straight to acer. and it's like on the other end lah. so we had to walk so long den we reach. reach already right, we saw a lady so we ask her bout computers lah. she was like "erm.. wait arh i check." or "sorry, don't know." so pissed off. den we said we'll come back later. den just behind us, there's this guy, standing there. so we went to ask him bout the computer we want lah. wa, he got wad we wanted loh. and his explanation very good. so we continue talking loh. den we met jingying auntie. her sis wanted to buy a notebook. den she say she went to ask all the people selling acer, they don't have the price that the guy gave us. den she bought the notebook from him loh. mummy also bought me a computer from him. okay lah, the price is reasonable loh. it's just that he's the only distributor who has this kind of computer lah. den ah yi also bought one for xuanyong. i think xuanwen will be jealous loh. den dunno wad she'll say to me when i see her online. lolz. den after that, we went off le loh. actually wanted to have dinner with ah yi and yi zhang de. but the 'alien' yi zhang say he dowan. lolz. den i made a bet with mummy say he'll not come with us. yeah! i won. lolz. maddness. den nvm lah. so we fetch them home and take their car. den mummy called sandy auntie and ask her if she want eat dinner not. she jie shao us a stall in eunos. it's prawn noodles. okay lah. i don't like it loh. lolz. after that, we went her house to watch rv-runaway vacation. the show is nice loh. very funny. lolz. den after that guowei came home le. den he show us the creative show loh. so cute loh. den he say he got in the finals or semi-finals. haiya same lah. he went in the next round. den he say the next 'theme' is water. must have water in their creation. the pervious one is numbers. lolz cute huh. kay lah. nothing to blog already. cya. `wanling* |
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Friday, September 01, 2006 @ 1:52 PM
to all teachers, happy teachers' day!today is teachers' day and i'm all alone at home. things have been running through my mind. i really don't know wad i should do. everything seems to be fine until i read his blog. maybe everything is just an illusion. maybe it's all wrong. i don't know, i really don't know. i'm confused. i can see that he still love his ex girlfriend even though he says no. sigh. i don't know wad i should do. let heaven decide bah. 'n' levels starts on monday. to all 'n' levels students, jia you! good luck to all. `wanling__* |
♥ maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because it's the only person who will ever receive all of you ♥