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My name is Wan Ling.
I'm leading a simple life with lovely friends and family around me.
I am the only child in the family. Some of you may think I'm pampered, but I'm actually just well taken care of.
I have a dog name Killy, which is a mixed breed - West Highland Terrier + Maltese.
My close friends who will always listen to all my ranting. (You know who you are) =)
My Lovely Cousins are always there for me. ♥
My parents are loving. ♥
Lastly, I have a wonderful Boyfriend♥ who will always be there for me. =)
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maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because it's the only person who will ever receive all of you. after that, you learn better. but, most of all, no matter what, a piece of you forever remains left behind in the heart of the one you loved - a piece no future lover could ever get, no matter what. that piece holds innocence, the belief that love really can last forever. it holds friendship and pain, trial and error, that one kiss you'll never forget, and that night under the stars you can never get back. it holds youth and everything you thought love would be. everything that was proven wrong. ♥
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006 @ 9:50 PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TING TING!!today's my darling ting ting's birthday! happy birthday to my dearest ting ting~ lol. okay, for those who dunno who is she, i'll explain. she's my childhood friend. a sweetie!! er .. not the ting ting u see in my list of links. =D anyway, happy birthday to her. may all ur wishes come true yea? =D ur present will be belated kay? love u lots. muacks! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO TRINA!! yea, happy birthday to trina as well. okay, her birthday was yesterday. but didn't have the time to blog so .. and hope u'll like the present i gave u kay? [it's like 2 weeks ago?] lol. stay happy yea? i'll always be here. love u sweets ~ okay, i think i'll be off. gtg do my art. arh! `wanling* ps: omg!! there's a bug in my room again!!! DADDY !!!! ~ |
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Friday, October 27, 2006 @ 9:39 PM
went parkway with farhanah today. went to popular to get drawing block for my art. kinda stupid lah, art paper's on wednesday and now den i start doing it. waddever. really hoped that i could finish it on time.in the morning, when i was still sleeping [about 9+], sherting called. she said they're coming over to use the computer. den i was like : huh? i still sleeping leh. she said they'll be coming over in the afternoon. i was too blur to say anything, so i said anything. den just when farhanah msged me and asked me to go out, sherting called again. and said that they'll be reaching in 5 mins. i was like, okay, i'm not dreaming she really DID called in the morning. lol. den i went out and they came in. -.-" ME - huh? i wanna go out leh. den u all come. S.T - haiya, who cares about u. is ur computer on? we're not here to play with u lah. we're here to play with YOUR computer. ME - -.-" fine. stupid right? lol. waddever lah. i still love them. =D went out with farhanah and when we just reached parkway, we saw denver and jiahong. they were buying bubble tea. -.-" okay. and they bully me!! =( lucky farhanah came and save me. hahaas. den we went to develop her photos and went to popular. at popular, i bought my drawing block and a book!! so happy. finally bought the book - If You Could See Me Now by Cecelia Athern. =D YAY!! after popular, we went to walk around parway parade. lol. saw some nice clothes but i didn't buy. gonna control myself till after Os. [i hope i can]. after my 'o' levels, i'm gonna shop till i'm broke. trust me i WILL. lol. we took some photos too ~    we saw this dress and try on it. she took the black one and i took the pink one. god! it's nice. and i love it. lol.  our reflections in the toilet.  this picture look so ghostly. i was passing the comb back to farhanah and a lady just walked in when i press on my phone. =S [i look stupid carrying the popular plastic bag around. it's BIG - A3 size. but for the sake of my art, bear with it wanling.] after that, went to eye site. hmm, should have gone to lens men, but due to my laziness, i went to eye site. went to check on my lenses as they're giving me blur visions nowadays. the person say it's due to the haze and nothing much. so went off without purchasing any eyedrops as i wanted to inntially. after some window shopping, we went to collect farhanah's photos. den bought god! they were really having fun in my house. it was MESSY!! after eating the food i bought for them, they continue playing. -.-' after a while they went home. and left me cleaning up all the mess again. -.-" sigh. nvm lah. to Joyce: girl ah!! next time call me when u're free okay? and DON'T rush while talking to me. u're already talking very fast + the rush, i really dunno wad u're talking about. lol. tell me again next time yea? SLOWLY!! to Ting Ting: got boyfriend le also never tell me!! bad leh u. lol. anyway, i wish u guys tian tain mi mi okay? =D `wanling* ps: sigh, got to clean up the mess!! =( |
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Thursday, October 26, 2006 @ 8:15 PM
wanling hates studying!'O' levels starts next week. it's so fast. after that, i've completed 11 years of education. omg, just can't believe it. after that, no more school life. i'll miss school definately. miss the days i'm having fun with my friends. sigh. `wanling* |
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006 @ 10:49 PM
okay, i've been working on yesterday's posts today. to be exact, i posted it today. why? cos of the god damn stupid bloody blogger. i wrote so many things and *poof* everything's gone when i publish it. arh! waddever. not gonna say much. blog some other day bah. so long ~`wanling* |
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Monday, October 23, 2006 @ 11:59 PM
gosh, i haven't been blogging for 4, 5 days? WARNING!! this post's gonna be long.friday. i went to office to print my art prep. my mother lah. dowanna help me print. i have to go down myself to do that. nvm. den after printing, about 2, i went out with my aunt to some dunno wad course on the new system in the office. -.-" it's so damn bloody boring. i was like falling asleep there. lol. about 7 den finish can. so long. den kimying auntie send me home. thanks yea? =D saturday. i woke up in the morning. gonna prepare for tution le. when my tuition teacher called. and say that there's no lesson cos it's public holiday. yay!! so happy. den we went to eat dimsum at tong le with my uncle they all. yummy!! it's very nice. but expensive also. 10 or us ate about 270 bucks ++ den after eating, cinyi went to her friend's house. and i stayed at their house. my parents and grandmother went home. den we were like playing with caterpillars lah. yes, CATERPILARS!!! lol can u believe it? i'm actually playing with it. lol. they're like so fat can. there's 3 of them but i only managed to took pictures of 2 of them lol.   in the afternoon, we went to vivo city. wah! it's big lah. very big. the whole day we're there, i didn't even complete walking 1 storey. lol. in the car, we took some photos.   inside the mall. there's a hell lot of people lah. dunno where all these people come from de loh. lol. weesiang went with my uncle and aunty. left me and xinqing. we went in every shop to see and try clothes. lol. but too bad, i didn't have the time to think if i should buy not. lol. but i took photos. =D  the fitting room is so nice. we stayed in there for so long can.  a dress i tried at warehouse [i think]. nice. ya. and the price's nice too. it's 164 bucks ++ if i remember correctly. yea. and peeps, .. christmas's coming. =D   these 2 pictures, i took from mango de. and finally, after wasting so much of my energy, qing FINALLY tried a shirt. nvm. got improvement. den after walking for quite a while on the first level, we decided to go upstairs. den i saw this door that links to the outside. so we went out. and the view there is .. fantastic! very nice. den we stayed there all the way. didn't wanna go back indoors le. lol. very nice. but i only took one pathetic photo lah. lol.  den after admiring the view for a while, we went to play with the water. lol. i dunno how to explain lah. must go there and see for urself. all i can say is, it's fun!  there's this big playground downstairs. and there's LOTS of kids playing. lol. so cute loh. there's this bridge, and kids were like sliding down with the dunno-where-they-get cardboard. lol.   after that, we went to meet up with the rest. den we went into e-zone. play there for dunno how long. about 6+ 7 den we go food-republic and have our dinner. the place is CROWDED with people-from-dunno-where. lol. after eating, we went to the hospital to visit my cousin's grandfather. since we've nothing to do, we took photos   after visiting, we went to fetch cinyi at her friend's house. so "qiao" the friend's mother is my the other aunt's friend. lol. the world is so small. or i should say singapore is small? waddever. her house's like so big lah. 3 storey and believe me. it's BIG! hmm, i got to noe the eldest daughter - Rachel. nice meeting her. she's sweet and pretty. but she seems to be busy ALL the time. lol. waddever. after fetching cinyi, we went home. *yawn* long day for all of us. sunday. woke up at about 1+? ya. den slack at home. actually i'm supposed to go for delwyn's wushu performance in the evening de. but i can't make it. got family dinner. cos one of my cousin birthday. =( sorry delwyn. kinda miss my cousins lah. never seen them for so long le. especially the small ones. =D den ning ning was kinda in a good mood. so i asked her to pose for me and take photos. lol. she's got a TEMPER okay. dowan means dowan. nothing can change her mind. but lucky me, after much effort, i managed to make her take photos. lol. and i'm the only one who can make her take this kinda photos lah.  after eating, as usual, we went down and let the kids play for a while. den we go home. continue reading my book - My Favourite Witch. until about 3+ ya. den i fell asleep. and please. i AM reading it okay. lol. hmm, i guess this post is long. publish first. continue about monday on the next one. =D `wanling* ps: the next one's below. |
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@ 11:58 PM
monday. woke up at around 11? ya. it's early. as i said, i read my book till 3+ last night. lol. awaken by the irritating sound of my phone's msg tone. lol. got up, prepare for a while and i went out. when i got out of my house, it's only 12.30? [i think so. u noe i don't look at the time]. it's early. took a cab to tamp. and .. i'm late. lol. sorry. can't blame me totally, the stupid cab just won't come. ^.^at tamp. went for breakfast? [no i should say branch.] at long john. but i didn't eat. after eating, we went to Toy R' Us. lol. we had fun playing with dolls and everything else.   cute right? okay, adorable. =D i dunno where he took the dolls from. [i didn't see it.] and .. he made them LC. -.-" lol. after Toy R' Us, we decided to go out of tampines. cos i just realised i need to be in school. lol. okay, so while walking out, i saw shirley and trina. walking towards Isetan. i call them but, both phones weren't on. -.-" it's okay. i got used to it already. to them, phone = something to keep and not for use. =D so, we took a cab down to Singapore Swimming Club. [we thought i couldn't get in. and blar blar blar. never mind that.] went to play billiard [not me] for like 40mins? waddever. den we went down to grab something to eat. i ate ice-cream. he ordered strawberry milkshake and chicken steak. ya. and .. i just realised he didn't send me the photos. -.-" nvm lah. after that, we went home loh. by cab -------------------------------------------------------------- sigh, i guess it's all over huh? i'll lead my own life and u'll lead yours. i'll be happy. well, at least i'm trying. but i'll always be here lah. if u ever need my help or something, just leave me a msg, call or waddever lah. i'll be here yea? takkaire * to Joyce and Trina: okay, i noe. i to Jing Xiang: okay okay. i'll takkaire of myself from now on. won't be bothering about useless stuff le. so no worries yea? =) to Ting Ting: [if u ever read this]. thanks for the call that day girl. i'm fine. and i WILL be fine. i was so surprised that u called. after my Os, we'll go out and have fun okay? =D love u lots girl. muacks. to Wei Qi: huh? i don't understand ur blog lah. tell me again okay? i guess my brain's really not working the right way. =S to Delwyn: well, as i said. it's still up to u. this can't go on forever and u know that. good luck yea? i'll be here if u need help. smile * to Wei Sheng: remember to take ur medicine yea? and don't worry about him le. once a brother always a brother. =) hmm, i guess that's all for the time being. `wanling* ps: i have the lame-est mother ever. [i can sense joyce nodding and laughing.] *winks* |
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Thursday, October 19, 2006 @ 8:11 PM
today's practical exam sucks loh. first time in century it came out these kinda question can. arh!! irritating lah!! bio - stupid leaf. why can't they just test us the food test? we memorise like siao lah. den still ask wad's the difference. where got difference? it's not long enough lah. even ms ho said that loh. and the stupid table, mrs tang never teach us how to write the results in table form loh. den i leave it blank. okay, nvm. all the papers i saw is blank de. chem - they ask about the crystal thingy. we always do as they say and now they ask us to write out all. mr tan also never ask us to learn that lah. sigh. and wad the matter with me? everyone else got copper II chloride except me. god! wad am i thinking. sigh. it's all over. *pray hard that written paper will be easier* but i doubt so lah. sigh. after the exam, went popular with shirley, cheryl and athena. we went there to buy books. and yes .. i bought 2 books. assessment books. =D one math and the other science. the math one i'll do lah. but as for the science one .. haha. i'll try to do lah arh. or not buy for wad right? must jiayou and chiong my science le. cannot fail in 'o' levels loh. will die man. without math and science, cannot go poly. if fail eng can go poly re-take loh [so who's the idiot who says without english cannot go poly?]. after buying, cheryl went to meet denver. den left shirley athena and me. den we went east-link food court to have lunch? ya. den after that jiu go home. sian. came home and went online. den delwyn was talking about the disney thing. lol. i also wanna go loh. but yesterday i ask my father, he don't wanna answer me. stupid lah. lol. nvm i'll ask my mum next time. =D hope can go lah. i always wanted to go hk for shopping. =) den delwyn send me ALL of his songs. lol. yes, i mean ALL. it's still sending now lah. there's A LOT of songs. lol. waddever. send le den see if i want not. dowan the most delete only mah right? =D maybe she's right. don't let me ruin ur charming smile. i think u'll be happier if i never had stepped into ur life. well, i guess everything is too late now. anyway, thanks for everything. just hope that 10 years down the road, if we ever meet, we'll be able to smile at each other and say hi. goodbye* that's all for now. so long. `wanling* ps: i'll be just fine. |
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006 @ 9:30 PM
today is wednesday, which means tomorrow is thursday. thursday [19.10.06] = the day i'm having my 'o' levels science practical exams. sigh. i hope everything will be fine tomorrow.have been staying at home these few days. nothing special happened. well, have to study right? about 1 month later, we can all go out and have fun. =D sigh, take good care of urself kay? don't drink already loh. not good for liver. don't smoke too much also. not good for lungs. how old are u already? learn to takkaire of urself mah. don't always say wanna die blar blar blar. i thought u promise him not to? sigh. once again, must takkaire yea? to linda: [if u ever read this] get well soon alright? sleep more, smoke less, drink less. lol. as i said, don't go blind. pretty girls like u don't go blind easily. when u're well, and after my 'o' levels, lets meet up one day yea? it's been long since i last saw u. takkaire sweety. *winks* to joyce: JOYCE!! are u back yet? althought it's only 3 days, lots of things happened lah. miss u a lot!! to yiying: happy birthday!! `wanling* ps: i cried myself to sleep. |
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@ 5:58 PM
Chemistry of love. i was brousing through the net and happen to see this. SYMBOL : ILU ATOMIC NUMBER : 2 ATOMIC WEIGHT : Varies from Couple To couple POSITION ON PERIODIC TABLE : Close To The Heart OCCURANCE : Occurs In highly Reactive State , CoLLeGe CoMpOuNDs ,CiNeMa HaLLs, PaRks and BusS stOps! METHOD OF PREPERATION : a) : by the action of beauty upon heart. An Exothermic reaction resulting in the higher rate of blood circulation and Faster heart beat! b) : by the combination of two complex compounds..commonly known as a Boy and a Girl! CATALYST USED : Friends,Cousins,Movies,Restaurants and a highly active imagination REDUCING AGENTS : Parents,Teachers,Neighbours and Society! GIRL + PARENTS ---> EXPLOSION + LOSS OF SALINE WATER FROM TEAR GLANDS BOY + REDUCING AGENT ---> REBELLIONS PHYSICAL PROPERTIES : a) : Gas at human temperature b) : COLOUR : Varing shades of Pink c) : ODOUR : Strong enough to sweep one off one's feet CHEMICAL PROPERTIES : a) : ACTION ON SCIENTISTS : LOVE + SCIENTIST ---> PHILOSOPHER b) : ACTION ON TEENAGERS : LOVE + TEENAGER ---> POET c) : REACTS VIGOROUSLY WITH SUPPRESSION d) : CANNOT BE DISSOCIATED BY USE OF "SOLID" AND "BEAT" ENERGY USES : a) : HELPS IN FOOD ECONOMY : As One Is In LOVE ..forgets to EAT and DRINK! b) : SMALL AND SUBTLEDOSAGE IS NECESSARY : As It Is Go0d For BODY and MIND c) : RAW MATERIAL FOR MOVIE THEME d) : NON-CONVENTIONAL SOURCE OF ENERGY INFERENCE : THROUGH "CHEMISTRY" I TRIED TO DEFINE LOVE , IT STILL REMAINS UNDEFINED |
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Tuesday, October 17, 2006 @ 6:22 PM
saw this quote on delwyn's blog yesterday. and i find it meaningful. =)"Your Friends are there to pick you up when you fall.. Your Best Friend on the other hand, just sits there and laughs." it's kinda true isn't it? lol. hmm, today is TUESDAY!! sigh, it's another day nearer to 'o' levels. well today, farhanah came to my house. lol. funny things happened lah. dunno how to say. lol. we WERE supposed to study math. but we end up talking and have fun with e-mail, blar blar ... and did only A BIT of maths. lol. but nvm, we had fun didn't we? *winks* i think there's the english thingy tomorrow. cheryl asked me if i'm going. sorry cheryl, i don't think so. it's kinda useless lah. as gracia said, if it's other subjects, i'll go. lol. i rather stay at home and study. so, conclusion - staying at home tomorrow. =D finally, i changed gracia's blog song. or not everytime go in - "oh shit!!". lol. so irritating. now, it's SO much better. =D the freaking weather is BAD. haze is getting worst!! PSI today - 106. take good care of ur health everyone!! drink more water and try not to go out too often. that's about all today. `wanling* |
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Monday, October 16, 2006 @ 3:23 PM
i guess now i noe why people always say the difference between love and hate is just a line. if u cross the line, that's it. everything will change. what to do? it's all part of life isn't it? it's kinda sad lah. we're once all so close friends. now, everything has changed. well, nvm lah. people come and go out of ur life. it's part of our journey on earth. oh ya, to add on to my post yesterday. if u dare to write it on ur blog, why don't u dare to tell me straight in my face? not as if i'll get angry or wad. maybe if u do that, things won't turn out to be like this. it's monday! as cheryl said - 'o' levels is a day nearer. sigh. i'm mugging on my science now. hope evrything's not too late. =) to Jing Xiang: thanks for listening to all my craps that day lah. i really feel better. thanks a lot yea? to Joyce: thanks for being there for me whenever i need you. =D hope u enjoy ur camp! to Shirley: thanks for being suppportive. to Trina: thanks for comforting me whenever i'm feeling low. to Weiqi & Chinhui: thanks for not asking much about wad happened. and that day [although i'm VERY tired], i'm really happy. =D `wanling* ps: i just realised that my maid is the same age as me. omg! |
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Sunday, October 15, 2006 @ 9:00 PM
sadly, somebody on this earth just won't understand. i've already stop the argument long ago and now she's starting it again. waddever lah. do u think i care? u're just a classmate to me. at least i noe i can contribute more to the society den u. by judging on my background and everything, please, u're just not up to standard. for god sake, don't say that i'm harsh on my words. u're the one who started it. and about me saying the spoiler thing, u're not the one saying or listening. u don't noe anything. as i said, it's all just a misunderstanding. if u all don't understand, forget it den. i don't wanna spent so much time wasting my breath explaining something which i'm not in the wrong. sometimes, i don't noe if i should pity u all. u don't even noe who are ur true friends around u. please, open ur eyes and look carefully. sigh, nvm. after 'o' levels, i'll make sure i won't be seeing u as far as i could. so stop being an irritating fella who still bugs on this stupid matter. it's OVER.to shirley: i've decided not to explain all those things lah. so, don't bother explaining it to them as well. waddever they wanna say, just let them. no point talking to people who don't even noe who their real friends are. to cheryl: thanks for being there for me. but i think this matter to tricia: [if u ever read this] as i said it's all just a misunderstanding. if u don't believe, there's nothing i can do. it's all up to u already. lastly, to all taking 'o' levels this year: don't get distracted by all those useless stuff. it's time to concentrate on ur studies. study hard everyone! `wanling* |
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@ 6:26 PM
today i woke up so early in the morning. but instead of going to xiyao, i went Macritchie Nature Reserve. we went to the tree top there. it was fun! it was such a long way up lah. but, the journey was fun with all my friends. =D and i took some pictures!!we saw a happy monkey family. lol. so ke ai loh. the father's picking lies for the mother and the mother's carrying the baby. lol. but so sad, my phone cnt zoom until very near. i'm still waiting for szeyuen to upload hers and send me. :)  we stayed there so long until the next group come. lol. den we started walking in again. i didn't take any photo when we were at the bridge. lol. i scared that my phone drop lah. but it's okay, we can always go again. den finally, we get to rest for quite a while. and i took photos with yunting and szeyuen. we were perspiring all over lah. i look so ugly in the photo so i decided not to post it online. lol. den after resting, we continue walking. we were like so fast lah. we reach the place where we started and rest. lol. so tired. den while the guys were resting, i took a photo of them. i think they dunno loh. lol. they all look so tired. okay, in fact, ALL of us ARE tired. lol  after some rest, food started coming out of nowhere. who cares anyway, we were so hungry. lol. den yushen came and gave us an organic corn [maze].   it's nice loh. and we ate it raw. yunting has a special way of eating it. and the corn look so .. pretty? lol. [god! i think she's gonna kill me if she sees this.]  after that, everybody starts coming back le. the kids all looked so tired. lol. but they still have the energy to play ball games lah. we ate so much things loh. god! i thought i can at least lose some weight after the trip, but looking at the stuff we ate, i don't think so. lol. after talking, playing and eating for a while, everybody starts leaving. den finally, i'm all alone. lol. nvm lah. still got some kids mah. lol. we were having a picnic there lah. there's this smily face potato. although it's  while eating, mummy suddenly shouted "haiyo!! why ur pants got one hole? haha!" -.-" dots. she was pointing at my father's pants. lol. he say cos he fall down while "saving" a kid from falling. lol. so wei da!! hahaas.  den after staying and enjoying the view for a while, we went home le. *yawn* so tired. sigh, sorry loh. don't get angry le lah. it's kay lah. that's all for today. `wanling* ps: yay! tml no school = more sleep. :D |
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@ 1:02 AM
well, i don't really bother wad others say about me. i am who i am. i'm just being myself. i'm not a hypocrite and i hate hypocritical people. u noe who u are. nvm, i don't mind u saying all those bad stuff about me. i just noe that i'm doing the right thing. i won't be the one regreting 10 or 20 years down the road. so, wad for i bother. now i noe why my mum always say "listening to people's advice is always good". cos, if that person never gone through all the stuff, he/she won't give u advice. i will today, after tuition, i meet joyce at parkway. went for lunch at kfc!! so happy. cos i've not been eating kfc for at least 10 months. lol. den after that, walk around the mall for a while before heading back to my house. while shopping, i've got a feeling of doing some shopping and not studying. but, sadly, joyce say cannot. must go home study. =( nvm. after my exams, i'll shop till i'm broke. =D so we went home. i just realised that my house got visitor. my grandma's sister. -.-" okay, never mind. we'll be in my room. den she started to teach me bio loh. but not forgetting to talk some crap during studying time. =D but we forgot to take pictures!! nvm, there'll be lots of chances. actually, i'm supposed to go out and have dinner with my family and sun bian drop joyce off at her place. but i'm lazy to go out lah. so i stayed at home and joyce had to go home herself. sorry joyce. the good thing is she didn't get lost. lol. THANKS joyce!!! thanks for everything today. i'm looking forward to our next crapping session!! lol. i managed to learn hmm, today, while waiting for joyce, i went starbucks for a drink. i tried their new drink - ice chocolate ? [i think]. yummy!!! it's very nice. have to try it. i took a picture of it. =D  kay lah. that's all for today! bye for now. `wanling* |
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Friday, October 13, 2006 @ 11:38 PM
today is friday the 13!! hmm, okay, so far there's nothing bad happening around me. well, things so on as usual. i don't consider it as bad lah. it's all part of life isn't it?it's the last day of school. well, not exactly lah. but we don't have to go back for normal lessons till 'o' lelevs loh. sigh. can start counting down already. it's less den 3 weeks from now. wow, that's very fast. sigh. i'll be meeting up with joyce tomorrow. =) she's gonna help me in my science!! well, hope we won't end up talking crap [like we always did]. lol. there's english mock exams somewhere next and the following week. maybe i won't be going bah. lol. and i don't think anyone's going. lol. well, depends loh. if i'm in the mood, den i'll go. hee. sigh. just hope that the misunderstanding between us will be solved asap. maybe i'm really at fault. i'm just too straight forward. why can't i just think before i talk? sigh. nvm. all i wanna say is, i'm sorry. sorry for causing so much trouble. sorry for causing so many misunderstandings. sorry for everything. last sunday, when i was at xiyao, i was brousing through a book. it's about art and craft for kids lah. it's so cute loh. it's like, they're using finger-prints to draw stuff. so nice. and i took pictures of 2 of them. =D   YAY!!! i finished the drama - GOONG today!! lol. i `wanling* ps: am i feeling better? i guess so. thanks for all those who cared. especially to cheryl, shirley, trina and yeerui for today. thanks a lot yea? =) |
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Thursday, October 12, 2006 @ 3:47 PM
it's been so long since i blogged. wasn't in the mood lately. thanks for those who cared about me. thanks a lot! =Dthe day before, i went for a dinner. da gu's bf treated us. i thought meiyun thay all will be there too. but sadly, no. only my family and xiao gu's family went. and there's another 2 more tables of the fella's friends. waddever. it was boring lah. went to a hotel somewhere in bugis. the food there wa not bad lah. tricia's so ke ai loh. when we were talking, and no one noticing her, she took a chicken wing and put it in her mouth. hahaas. so cute.   den after the dinner, i went home. at about 12+ [i think], i wanted to sleep de. but i can't. so i called joyce. and we talked till about 4.10? ya. den i slept at 4.30. *yawn yawn* so tired. at about 1+2, actually i'm somehow in the sleeping mode le. but suddenly, we talked about something and it made us so hyper till 4.10. lol. and i woke up 2 hours later at 6.30, and went to school. lol. in school yesterday. very tired! i slept whenever i could. i didn't wanna go, but i can't. have to collect the stupid money for grad night. arh!! why can't they just understand? grad night is not just about money, tables. it's gonna be something u'll regret for life if u didn't go. okay, i noe it's mostly the school's fault lah. but, it's party ur fault okay. why didn't u guys pay the $10 for the deposit? i told u how important it was. but u just won't listen. and now u're telling me that i didn't stress the importancy of it. wth!! waddever, i don't wanna say anymore. no point talking to those who can't understand english. today, went to school because of art. after art, genevieve and i went out. we went to catch the movie "World Trade Centre". it's very nice yet saddening. both of us cried. i highly recommend everyone to watch it. i don't mind watching it twice, thrice ... it's that nice. sigh. i went to New York City, when i was in primary 5, 2000. and twin tower collasped in 2001. i went back there again when i was in secondary 3, 2004. wad i see in 2000 and 2004 was totally different. u'll have to go the before and after, to see the tremendous change. it was so nice, grad, popullated then. but now, it's just a piece of 'people-see-people-cry' land. although it's re-building now, but the feeling u'll feel when u're there is scary. it's like, i went there and almost cried on the spot when i saw the empty land. it's just so saddening. arh!! stupid terrorist!!! bloody-ass!! why can't they just leave innocent people alone? if u hate bush, just go after him lah. why drag innocent people in? in-human. they ought to be killed. before we went in for the movie, we were walking around tm, and i saw this t-shirt. the words on it is like ... so cute? lol.  i fell in love with GOONG!! it was all joyce fault lah. she said the show is nice and asked me to watch. see!! now i fall in love with it already. lol gosh!! i was watching the show a few days ago and there's this scene that's so sweet! and i took a picture of it. lol.  lalalalaas. okay that's all for today!! `wanling* |
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Sunday, October 08, 2006 @ 5:00 PM
as usual, went xiyao in the morning. kinda miss them. cos i haven't been seeing them for 3 weeks? today's lesson, quite boring lah. nothing much. sigh. i dunno wad to say lah. wad's done it's already done. can't change the fact. haiz. today i just know that delwyn and yunting got talk on the phone de. hahaas. lihui say his voice so gay. lol. *opps* hahaas. suddenly i feel so lost. dunno wad to do. sigh. kay lah. got to end here. i'm gonna do my art. `wanling* 
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Saturday, October 07, 2006 @ 11:06 PM
*yawn* so tried today. woke up early for tuition. i WASN'T late for tuition. =D after tuition, i came back home loh. sorry arh. lol. i was too lazy to pick up my phone to msg u. lol. i was slacking all the way during tuition. i showed my teacher my exams papers. god! she said: "oh my god!! why are u so careless? haiyo, it's bad. very bad." oh gosh! i think i will need to do more papers. it's that bad. =( to cheryl: don't think too much yea? it'll soon be fine. just ignore him for as long as u want. until he don't come bother u kay? don't worry lah. i'll be here supporting u all the way!! i was in the same boat as u once. so, i noe wad u're going through. anything u can talk to me yea? love ya lots. muackz. hmm, i'm myself today. the very real me for today. lol. well, hope that ths me will last longer. =D `wanling* |
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Thursday, October 05, 2006 @ 11:14 PM
didn't blog for the last few days. was kinda not in the mood.the day before, my da gu came my house. duh! she ruined all my plans. i wanted to take a nap and wake up to do art after i came back from school. but she came and expect me to help her with the wedding gifts. irritating. fine, in the end i still helped her. den in the night, the bf came and pick her up. den the eldest + wife? and youngest son came along too. okay, replying to everyone who asked me bout them. they are NOT friendly. so very not friendly. den the girl also loh. we were like helping them with their wedding dolly gifts but she give me the look as if i'm supposed to help her like that. a simple 'thank-you' also never say. irritatin can. arh. fine. just can't stop thinking how are we gonna 'click' with them. waddever lah. den jiahui managed to find out the 4 son's age. 26, 24, 14, 11. lucky no one same age as us loh. or not, they'll be comparing again! arh! i just can't imagine wad will happen lah. sigh. yesterday, i came home quite early. was damn tired as i slept at around 1+ last night. i wouldn't be so tired if i'd slept in the afternoon. all thanks to HER! waddever. i was sleeping and at around 5+, she came again. arh. okay, i didn't bother about her lah. i quickly took the phone in and lock my room door. i just can't be bothered with her. after a while, my maid ask me to go down to have dinner. cos my parents not coming back for dinner. so i went to bathe and went downstairs. arh. sian. she's doing the stupid gifts again. the bf came after that to pick her up. an unkown person came too. from china. duh! i didn't realise that she was wearing shoes in MY house. irritating. den when i realise it, she went upstairs le. arh!! wad the hell. i gave a very stupid expression lah. but my da gu say: " nvm lah. just walk loh. go upstairs and see see." IRRITATING can!! i just hate her lah. wad the hell. lucky she go upstairs nv step into my room. or else ... u'll see shoes flying. trust me. u WILL. today, i didn't go to school. didn't have the mood to go. last night, i wanted to do art. but i fell asleep at 12+ den i woke up at 2+. do art until 5.30. den i msg him. [lol. sry i thought u wake up le. so i didn't call u. =D] den i sleep until 9+ my father came into the roon and disturb me. irritating lah. i wanna sleep somemore de loh. waddever. den i got up, have my breakfast, slowly bathe, slowly prepare, den go out and meet hiuyi. lol. den we went to interchange de mac there and study. but sry arh hy, my brian not working this morning. i took about 1hour+ to figure out how to do a question i did before. gosh! wad's wrong with me. lol. den shirley came, we went to school loh. shirley was waiting for cheryl they all. and i noe smth! [trina didn't bring her key this morning] lol. den went to art room to do my art. sian. i was like slacking there all the way lah. slowly do wad i'm supposed to do. [and making huiyi wait for so long. sorry yea?] den when we're about to go off, mrs chan suddenly came in and ask me to call kx. den she was like shouting and scolding him lah. so scary leh. scond time shouting at someone and both at kx loh. he also very irritating lah. can't he just listen to her and de his art? arh! waddever. den we went off. we saw cheryl, shirley, trina and athena at mac. so we sit there and talk. den about 6.30+ before we left, cheryl read out a msg to me. i was arh! i noe why i'm having mood swing these few days le lah. sigh. it's so torturing! why do women have these? *opps* sigh. i have a sudden craving for ice-cream. i want wasabi flavour. anyone would get it for me? i'll be very pleased ~ =D oh ya, i saw this shoes from a magazine the day before. very nice. it's from dior.  kay lah. shall end here. `wanling* ps: sorry if i'm hot tempered these few days. i agree that i'm kinda weird lah. so sorry guys! |
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006 @ 11:02 PM
not in the mood today. so, leave me `wanling* |
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Monday, October 02, 2006 @ 5:38 PM
after school, yuenkee and i went to yeerui's house and help her with her blog. i always thought i'm bad at blogs. but after seeing yeerui's, okay, i'm not the worst. lol. her mum's at home. her mum's like so young lah. pretty also. lol. kay lah. yeerui u prettier yea? lol. den after everything was done, we went downstairs to have lunch. okay, it's like so funny lah. i dowanna say about it. read yeerui's blog if u want. =D http://sweet-talks-honey.blogspot.comKHALILAH!!! <-------------- see ur name? lol. kay lah, tell u more about her. she's a sweet little girl. she's pretty, but a little short! *opps* hmm, she always say i sucks. nvm, cos she sucks too. =) but den, these few days, she say i'm her dear! lol. yea, cos she my little dear too!! love her a lot yea? she loves me too!! how i noe? oh, cos i just know. =D *wink* today we got back our math paper 2. bloddy hell! i only got 59/100. due to A LOT of careless mistake. den ms chong [the teacher who marked our papers] came in and talk to me. ms.chong - do u noe how careless are u? me - *gave her a 'oh no' look* ms.chong - so many careless mistake. same for ur paper 1. me - i noe. *sad look* ms.chong - u could get SO much higher. so wasted. me - *crying soon look* ms.chong - don't u feel sad? me - of cos i do! ms.chong - must do something to it understand? me - okay, i will. i feel like fainting. ms.chong - oh, please faint! me - *my tears ALMOST roll down my cheek* den she walk out of the room. so sad ~ =(  trina told me that nicholas and cecilia got married. yea very true. but, nicholas's mum was sad. cos she wasn't informed of the wedding until all sorts of people came and congrats her. that's sad. sigh. trina! don't anyhow think lah! only she'll noe wad i mean. i'm disappointed in everything i did. why am i so stupid? hurting myself again and again? why can't i just be clever and just do what i'm supposed to? it's my fault. i shouldn't have continue on. i should have stopped the minute i realise something is wrong. it's my fault. i can't blame it on anyone. it isn't any fun at all. no one ever realise i'm sad. their first impression of me is probably - "she's always smiling. she's happy." i'm not at all happy. u may see me happy on the outside, but i'm actually bleeding inside. no one knows. no one cares. i'll just continue my life on my own, in one corner, hoping someone out there will notice me. but i doubt it'll happen.  `wanling* |
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Sunday, October 01, 2006 @ 8:23 PM
happy childern's day to all! time really files. it seems to be only yesterday where teachers will give us little presents wishing us happy childern's day. now, we barely remember how to laugh innocently, talk about anything under the sun to our parents, making them buy presents for us, changing the guy[s]/girl[s] we like everyday, ... balr blar blar. enjoy ur childhood days before everything is too late.after these few days of not-at-home time, i think i'm wrong. it really seems to be only an illusion. it's all my wishful thinking. maybe it's just one-sided. i mustn't be continuing this already. if not i'll be the one who get hurt. but if i'm right, please let me noe. today he says that he's shifting house. well, i suddenly miss my old house. when u look out of the window, u'll get to see a full view of the sea. how nice. i miss the staring, counting-at-stars time everynight. whenever i'm feeling down, can't sleep days, there's stars, and the view to accompany me. now, it's hard to find even one star, and i don't even noe where's the moon. =( well, this is life. u'll gain smth when u lose smth. i gain the big house, big room. but i lose the nice view, relaxed time. sigh. `wanling* |
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