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My name is Wan Ling.
I'm leading a simple life with lovely friends and family around me.
I am the only child in the family. Some of you may think I'm pampered, but I'm actually just well taken care of.
I have a dog name Killy, which is a mixed breed - West Highland Terrier + Maltese.
My close friends who will always listen to all my ranting. (You know who you are) =)
My Lovely Cousins are always there for me. ♥
My parents are loving. ♥
Lastly, I have a wonderful Boyfriend♥ who will always be there for me. =)
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maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because it's the only person who will ever receive all of you. after that, you learn better. but, most of all, no matter what, a piece of you forever remains left behind in the heart of the one you loved - a piece no future lover could ever get, no matter what. that piece holds innocence, the belief that love really can last forever. it holds friendship and pain, trial and error, that one kiss you'll never forget, and that night under the stars you can never get back. it holds youth and everything you thought love would be. everything that was proven wrong. ♥
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Tuesday, December 26, 2006 @ 11:40 PM
oh wow! time flies lah! so fast weijie kor kor get married le. last time he still playing with us den now married le.this morning, went to his new house. they were serving tea (tradition). den took photos with them, talk a little. went home. lol. in the night, went to his wedding dinner. the groom look great and the bride look fabulous. hahaas. nice nice!! FINALLY, i changed my blogskin! lol. joyce was like nagging and NAGGING at me to change it. hahaas. nice not? lol. yea! changed my blogskin le. finally, i'm relief. well, it's time i should stop and look behind me, and then move on. not staying put anymore. =D to Yilin : the waiter rocks right? lol. duh! i'm just saying wad u said to me wad. =P `wanling* ps: |
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Monday, December 25, 2006 @ 11:48 PM
first, i wanna wish all of u a MERRY CHRISTMAS !! may all wishes come true. =Dwell, it's really been a 'white' christmas for me this year. plain white. boring. sian lah. i'm at home for christmas this year!! wth. fine. at home, nvm. but, noe wad? my mum was like forcing me to pack all my stuff. okay, not all but most of it. arh!! irritating!! okay, i KNOW it's messy. but, why today? it's christmas leh! sian sian sian!! we were like screaming and shouting at each other for the WHOLE day! cos of the stupid packing!! waddever lah !!! finally it's finished. but, still have to continue some 'left-overs' tomorrow. grr ~ sigh. i told myself today - tonight is the last night i'm thinking about it. well, i've decided not to be bothered by it anymore. still the same old sentence - it's all part of life, isn't it? maybe this way, i'll be happier. wish my luck guys! oh ya, one more thing! thanks to all who wish me MERRY CHRISTMAS !! `wanling* ps: guess she'll be happier den. =) |
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Saturday, December 23, 2006 @ 1:26 PM
it's all wrong from the start. i've always been thinking about things i shouldn't think. i'm just being stupid by listening to all those stupid things. as joyce said, it's just a habit that i could change. well, i guess she's right. all i have to do is change the stupid habit of mine. sigh. fine. wad's done cannot be undone. i shall move on instead of staying put and realise all my stupid mistake. jia you wanling! u can do it !`wanling* ps: sigh. she's still unhappy. =( |
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Friday, December 22, 2006 @ 11:48 PM
haiz. oh god! i'm like so lost lah. dunno wad to do. sigh. suddenly feel so sad. anyway, it's all part of life isn't it? everybody has to go through this stage. sigh !went to office today. okay, in fact i'm typing this in the office. (oh okay, office = mum's office. not venture era.) they're having christmas party again this year. mummy ask me to come and help out with some stuff. hmm.. this year, the kids didn't come. cos most of them are getting their posting results and going to report to school. den sherting they all at bintan, lishuan they all go chek jawa. so, i'm all alone. well, actually no big deal lah. i'm always alone lah. sad right? got woken up so damn early in the morning by my father. he was like practically shaking me to wake me up lah. lol. i'm damn tired. (oh, wad did i say on the phone last night? hmm ...) anyway, woke up, wash up, off we go. first went to collect all the stuff for the celebration in the afternoon. so sian. den after collecting, went straight to office. it's about 12 noon when we reach here. den started preparing the food and stuff. took photos (for them) den started eating. after eating, it's presents time!! =D i love this part. cos i get to bring the box round and let them get the paper. hahaas. den the factory workers got their number and started getting their presents. just by look at their happy faces, without getting any present myself, i'm happy enough. (great! i've learn to be contented of wad i have!!) even though they are not expensive stuff, but it's the thought that counts right? after the factory workers, it's the office workers turn. now, it's different. cos each of them contributed a present and they'll be exchanging it. lol. u can see lots of nice nice stuff and things that u wouldn't think that pple will buy it for gift exchange. anyway, mummy and daddy also have a part in this. so i got them 2 numbers and took 2 presents! hee ~ mummy's one is nice. very cute. daddy's one is an ornament. 2 cats, one kissing the other. =D after everything's done and everyone has eaten their lunch, it's clear up time. grr.. hate this part. anyway, help to put away the tables and trays and everything. den everybody went back to work. as for me, i went to the pantry to find something to do. guess wad? i found something. hahaas. i found lots of dough and peanuts and some brown sugar. lol. yea! that's right, i'm making 'tang yuan'. direct translation, 'soup round'. lol. yea! it was fun. putting fillings in every one of them. den put it in the boilling water to cook it. lalalala... there's like 2 colours of dough. one pink, the other white. we made 80 pink, and 93 white. so i said, 8093. and everybody's like - oh okay okay. tomorrow go buy 4-D. -.-" lol. ya for the fun of it lah. after the 'tang yuan' is cooked, all of us ate loh. and there's like 2 BIG log cake? lol. one given by our customer, and the other given by The Bank of Bangkok. very nice. i ate quite a lot. lol. die. sure fat de. anyway, after eating, it's clearing up time again. after clearing up, everybody go back to work (for real this time). den i'm like so sian. nothing to do. so i went to sleep!! lol. yea! sleep. sleep a while den wake up and blog. lol. that's all for today. tata!!! `wanling* ps: arh! wth ~ my fault again? sigh. i'm sad !!! |
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Thursday, December 21, 2006 @ 11:58 PM
went for the camp gathering today. at PUB recreation club, to play badminton. =D i'm sure all of us had fun! lol. anyway, still waiting for jingxiang to send me all the photos, so that i can upload it.sigh. after 7 days, everything has changed. it's kinda saddening lah. maybe it's all wrong in the first place. haiz. let nature take it's course bah. i dare not pin so much hope. the higher i pin, the lower i'll fall. i guess the problem lies on me. sigh. `wanling* ps: she's sad. cheer her up anyone? sigh. will she still be the one? |
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@ 1:00 PM
after 7 days of 'training' in guangzhou, i've come to realise something. for the past years, i've been wasting my time on useless stuff. from now on, i'll make full use of time to do things which are meaningful. =Dwas very stress this trip. cos of my cousin. arh!! waddever me and st say or tell her, she just won't listen!! oh my god! haiz. wad can we do? scold, she cry. talk nicely she walk away. talk to her, she say 'i never ask u to talk to me wad'. never talk to her, she say 'u all always talk urself de, never talk to me'. i almost go crazy lah. sigh. wad to do? she's still my cousin wad. haiz. anyway, we had lots of fun didn't we? =D "要做一个有用的人!不要等死!" that's wad we learnt there. well, the camp is good! i strongly recommend EVERYONE to go next year. okay, that's all i'm gonna write, let the picture do the talking. =D by love_89 (click on the picture) `wanling* |
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Monday, December 11, 2006 @ 5:47 AM
okay, i'm like going to the airport now? well, i'm kinda reluctant to go this year. anyway, ya, takkaire peeps ! bye *`wanling* ps: i doubt i'll have the chance to answer again. *sigh* |
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Friday, December 08, 2006 @ 3:05 PM
omg! i so damn long never blog le leh! i didn't have the time lah. my everyday lifestyle was - wake up, go out, come back, eat, bathe, sleep. everyday the same cycle. lol. this is gonna be a long entry ~today i'll be at home the WHOLE day!!! yay! cos monday i'm going to guangzhou for the camp. so have to pack my luggage. arh! the trip will be fun lah. but the packing things part, eyeer... hmm, okay, let's talk about my KL trip. went there with an organisation to visit the dunno wad homes lah. board the bus on fri night. and had to sleep on the bus for that night! and omg! the thing is, i can't sleep lah. sigh. nvm. the next day, went to this "old folks home" for a visit. hmm, the people there quite nice lah. only that some of them got this illness loh. den some kinda scary. but overall, it was okay. some i see le i almost cried lah. they're like so poor thing. they know that they're sick. so they'll feel scared when they see u. they'll like walk away from u de loh. heart pain sia. after the visit, went to visit their malaysia brunch. den, guess wad? i was running a fever. arh! okay nvm. so i asked for panadol from our nurse. den she say she don't have. it's inside the bus. okay nvm. so she went to ask the malaysians. the thing is, they also don't have. den i was like .. huh?! the place so big, don't even have a panadol? okay, den i say nvm lah. don't bother. go back to the bus den i eat. but den .... 5 mins later, she bring one BLUE tablet for me and ask me to eat. omg! it's BLUE leh. how i dare to eat? and it's like twice as thick as the normal one we eat? and they say it's the same as panadol. omg omg omg !!! den i say i dowan. den she bring it back. 1 min later, there's this group of malaysians walk towards me. i was like shocked?! lol. den were like forcing me to eat lah. say wad, must eat, or not later high fever den not good le. den the photographer (my age) also force me to eat. he say, 'if u don't eat den i'll take lots of photos of u'. den i was like ... duh! i have no choice. so i ate the damn after some activities, we went back to the hotel. the hotel quite nice lah. there's this revolving restaurant on the top level. after bathing, we went up there and take pictures. lol. after a while, we went back to sleep le. was so damn tired lah! next day, woke up so early. went to visit dunno wad home again. this time, worst! my tears almost rolled down my cheek. luck nobody come talk to me loh. or not i think i'll cry. it's a home where pple with physical and mental problems. scary lah! very scary. the pple there are like shouting and screaming like dunno wad. den we must go talk to them, play with them. omg! den very smelly also. but den, they're also very poor thing loh. actually i also very bad lah. i avoided those that i think that they're scary and not very normal. so mean right? but no choice. i'm scared. went to play with some who are a little more normal. they're very innocent loh. so i'm not that scared already. but still avoiding those i don't like. there are babies lah. and the babies were all like so cute. so pretty. den the parents also very bastard. just because the baby's head a bit big den they dowan. if i ever see these kinda of parents arh, i sure slap them de loh. baby only leh. as if it's their fault that they wanna born out like that. why don't they blame themselves of giving birth to such a baby? arh! the baby ward, i did cry loh. but i think nobody saw. overall, the place is very scary. if next time got chance to go agian, i don't think i'll wanna go. i can't take it lah. until now, the images are still in my mind. after the visit, we went back le loh. yay! back to singapore! so happy seh. den all my clothes must 'xiao du'. lol. so scary lah. den my mother ask, when u sick de? den i was like - orh! after the visit to the old folks home loh. why? lol. den she say. scully i got it from the old pple there. den i was like ... omg. suddenly i feel so scared. but den now i think i'm feeling better le lah. lol. okay, finish about the KL trip le. now let's talk about the chek jawa trip. lol. early in the morning, woke up very early. cos i slept very late the night before. den meet delwyn, xianNeng (san long), yunting, andric and nevin. went pulau ubin for cycling. and i was late meeting them. sorry guys. i had to settle some things before i can go out. sorry, really sorry. i was like so pissed off with somebody lah. waddever don't talk about it. at pulau ubin, we went to rent bicycle. den follow delwyn they all loh. den there's these 2 guys which we met on the boat, following us. grr ... i don't like them lah. they really tipical yp loh. anyway, they were there for fishing. but den cycle with us for a while loh. den the whole trip was like .. hmm, fun? only that i'm so damn tired. my butt hurts so much until now can? lol. there up slopes and down slopes. den we went into some prohibited areas. lol. oh ya, got a lot of mosquito!! omg! lol. den about time le, we went back for lunch. den we saw my cousins they all. so we went to the same restuarant to eat. den ah yi treat us. lol. den we ordered like so much? we were all like so damn full lah. "you don't have a choice" lol. den after eating, we went to rent boots for the chek jawa thing. our group de tour guide is like so lame? me - these seaweeds can be eaten anot? he - can! why not? everything in chek jawa can be eaten. me - really arh?! [took a piece of seaweed on my hand]. he - of cos lah. but most of them can only be eaten once. everybody - *laughing* me - -.-" fine. stupid right? lol. he's like so lame through out the whole journey lah. lol. den we saw lot's of stuff loh. very nice. but smelly also. lol. the whole place is flat lah. but den it's not beach. it's the seabed. the place's very nice. must go and see. got chance i also wanna go back there to see. i forgot to bring camera so din take much photos. only took some in my phone.  this is the wild boar we saw while cycling. i asked the uncle and he said it's 11 years old !  see? it's a starfish leh. but den only got 4 'legs' lol. not that it's broken or wad. but it's born to be like this. nice arh?  this is called the sea pen. very nice. the guide say if it's healthy, it'll be nicer, with colours on it's feather. this one is dying already.  this is called the 'nobly' starfish. i dunno how to spell it. anyway, it's pronounce like this lah.  this is the view in chek jawa. it's much nicer lah. but too bad, i didn't take photos. after the trip, went for dinner with my family. eat lots of stuff sia. so damn full. lol. but the food was nice lah. after that went home and sleep!! last night, went for dinner at the temple. so full!! omg! these few days eat a lot seh. don't dare to take my weight. sure got grow fat de loh. omg omg omg!! i needa exercise!! i wanna go swimming. sigh. but den it's after my guangzhou trip le. kay lah. blog quite a lot le. see ya folks ! bye * `wanling* ps: one word - tired !!! |
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Friday, December 01, 2006 @ 4:11 PM
oh god! i'm damn bloody stress lah! seeing everybody fighting like hell but there's nothing i could do. i'm so guilty. how? haiz. there's "always next month" - someone told me that. but den, i'm scared. i'm really scared. i dunno wad to do. how am i gonna do this? well, there'll be people there to help me. yes, i know. but, i still feel bad. everybody's contributing except me. omg omg OMG!! and tonight i'm going to KL. until sunday. again 3 days, i can't do anything. den after that, will be kinda busy. dinner, appointments and stuff. den i'll be again going overseas for about 7 days. oh god! how? wad if i can't do anything to help agian? i think i'll breakdown loh. stress! it's too much stress. well, hope i can take it. sigh. `wanling* ps: *sob* i'm crying soon ~ |
♥ maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because it's the only person who will ever receive all of you ♥