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My name is Wan Ling.
I'm leading a simple life with lovely friends and family around me.
I am the only child in the family. Some of you may think I'm pampered, but I'm actually just well taken care of.
I have a dog name Killy, which is a mixed breed - West Highland Terrier + Maltese.
My close friends who will always listen to all my ranting. (You know who you are) =)
My Lovely Cousins are always there for me. ♥
My parents are loving. ♥
Lastly, I have a wonderful Boyfriend♥ who will always be there for me. =)

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maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because it's the only person who will ever receive all of you. after that, you learn better. but, most of all, no matter what, a piece of you forever remains left behind in the heart of the one you loved - a piece no future lover could ever get, no matter what. that piece holds innocence, the belief that love really can last forever. it holds friendship and pain, trial and error, that one kiss you'll never forget, and that night under the stars you can never get back. it holds youth and everything you thought love would be. everything that was proven wrong. ♥

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ranting

Wednesday, June 02, 2010 @ 2:06 AM

i think im not pretty enough that's why you're always taking photos with others instead of me. i seriously don't mind not taking photos. but when I ask for it, why can't you just say yes for once? when i see your. photos with others, i feel so... never mind. your reason is - "i only take photos at night" ~~WTF~~ i will always make the effort to say nice things to you, call/msg you when i miss you. but the thing is, i don't see you putting in effort doing all these! say me childish or whatever! this is what i really want. i seriously hate it when i'm the only one making effort to call you whenever i think of you. unless you tell me you don't think of me the whole day. i seriously think sometimes you don't at all. damn it. then why the hell am i making things so difficult for myself? sigh. like sunday. i meet you but yet i need to see people's faces. when i say no to something, you get angry. and please i'm meeting you not them! why the hell do i have to accomodate to their timings, schedule or program? especially whenever you can say yes to everything others want. be it taking photos, watching movies.. i as a girlfriend have to book your timing to meet you and request for you to send me home. if not i get nothing. well done wanling, WELL DONE! you will see this and get angry again. i just don't understand why you don't allow me to get angry? everything i do is wrong. i'm always the unreasonable one. you're good at your words. you'll always make me think that i am wrong. yes, i agree that there are times when i'm really wrong and unreasonable. but sometimes, when i look back at what we fought over, and casually asked people around me am i really that unreasonable. their answer was, no. i'm super sensitive and you know that. just don't understand why you don't make the effort to at least try to stop doing things that will make me think so much. probably you say the same thing again, asking me to find another better boyfriend. breaking up with me. but come on. you always say your friends are not mature enough to be in a stable relationship. seriously, although i always say it's scary to be in a relationship for so long, but i'm really happy that it lasted till now. and you keep wanting to stop this relationship just because you think i'm unreasonable over a damn bloody stupid thing. i seriously don't understand. you can always say very nasty things to me. like i'm the one forcing you to continue this relationship, i don't care about you. it hurt me a lot to hear all these from you. like you said, i'm a failed girlfriend. after 3.5 years, i still understand you. yes i agree that i'm a failed girlfriend. even my 3.5 years boyfriend said so. i'm just not a good girlfriend.

wanling